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moved, SUCKAS! im hiding (sort of), let me know if you want to know where. from there we'll see.
May 10th, 2008
February 26th, 2008
like totally. so here's a real update! life is going okay, i think, although i feel really disconnected from the internet world. it sort of cuts down on procrastination, but i kinda miss updating. lame. n. im feeling so bumped out right now, you know. we found out today we couldnt make semifinals happen. suck. also today being our last bdiv hockey match together. ANOTHER SUCK :( ill save some stuff for later, my brain's still trying to catch up with me. so, you'll watch others move on and be happy. you'll hate it, but its ok. im going to switch topics before i continue to ramble about the same stuff
i hate mrs gan's english lessons. i dislike busting my ass trying to impress her. not really. just cant be fucking bothered. something tells me that this will come back to bite me in the ass, and some dramatic daytime television scenario will ensue. she will pick another perfect opportunity to catch me talking in class and call me out for being a pretentious ass for pretending to be writing and copying notes, and looking attentive when im not, then complain to pat ng or something stupid like that. then ill enjoy another full hour of 'SO, I HEARD WHAT HAPPENED, CAN YOU PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS' lecture from him. yep, let's hope not.
January 1st, 2008
everything is so humbling. i am very lucky. i love my fucking friends. i have a growing affinity with new people and i cant even begin to describe how much ive learned about us and life in such a short time. im proud of everyone around me and how most people in my life right now are some of the strongest of character and arent afraid to be smartasses once in a while. i cleaned my room to the fullest degree. we chilled out overnight. sleepovers at kailyn's are mad awesome but visiting scary ass mother fucking places in the wee hours of the morning are not fun to shit with. i hate peer pressure. so many stories to tell, but im really cheapening last night with pictures in the next post haha. this was the best holiday hands down
December 31st, 2007
as 2007 is coming to an end, this photo explains how i feel about it:
wow theres almost no specifics about this year that im comfortable sharing with the internet
it was an intense year
full of staggering highs and punishing lows
believe me, im thinking about the future
i hope everyone has a brilliant new year's and ill see you in the new world... or something, elephants.
December 30th, 2007
December 27th, 2007
last night was fabulous! super fun (: ill update more tommorow, not that anyone really gives a shit, but whatever. for now, im going to lie in my bed and not leave it till next morning.
and, i think that, if it werent for friends, things really would fall apart instead of just threatening that they might. all you really need are a few good ones, anyway. alright, enough. im going to make myself puke if i continue. HAHA
December 26th, 2007
December 25th, 2007
admit it, you are only in it for the presents. some of us, the very few of us, are in it to get all lovey dovey aw i wuv my family! for one month out of the year. oh right. a tiny, tiny fraction of society is in it for the religious aspect. everyone else?
are you the kind who stays home and sit there dwelling on these things -- how beautiful life is, loving everyone, or are you thinking how shitty your life has been haha
im totally imagining things lol
like jesus peering over your shoulders with a disapproving (yet accepting, because while he forgives you for everything, he's kind of like your parents in the way that it kind of sucks when he's all "man, i cant believe this shit") glow about him. "my child," he says. "my child, it is time that you embrace all the good things in your life and wish everyone a merry christmas. "
merry christmas, everyone!
are you the kind who stays home and sit there dwelling on these things -- how beautiful life is, loving everyone, or are you thinking how shitty your life has been haha
im totally imagining things lol
like jesus peering over your shoulders with a disapproving (yet accepting, because while he forgives you for everything, he's kind of like your parents in the way that it kind of sucks when he's all "man, i cant believe this shit") glow about him. "my child," he says. "my child, it is time that you embrace all the good things in your life and wish everyone a merry christmas. "
merry christmas, everyone!
December 23rd, 2007
awhile ago i was unpacking my luggage
usually i just recklessly fold things and put things away, hang things up obscenely. but today i totally spent time in that shit and sorted things out. i shouldnt ever be allowed to have a walk-in closet because i take advantage of space in horrible ways.
today for lunch was LOCAL FOOD BUFFET HAHAAAA FINALLYYYY like you have no idea how much i miss the food here and then dinner with my cousins
i passed one of them the skinny jeans i bought by divided thats like euro 90cents then she became all 'OMFG are you fucking serious so its like S$2???!?!' hahaa i smiled and nodded
it gets really crazy during christmas sales
anyway last night as i was telling kim how hot the guys in istanbul were HAHA and that how when one of those days i stepped into a kebab restaurant my first reaction was 'SHIT, IM AT THE WRONG PLACE' because it seemed like i entered a male modelling agency all the waiters were like janice dickinson's models hahahahaa
theyre actually really friendly ahhhh oh man i cant stand it theyre fucking hot
i love turkey boys. lovelovelove
so can you imagine... turkey is like cute overload
but of course, just as there are good lookers there are also ugly men. or old. and fat ones.
like some of the ones in my photos! thats just...sad.
( pictures here )
